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'Just to remind everyone, I am very sexy' - Julie by stubbornstain
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'Just to remind everyone, I am very sexy' - Julie :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 5 12
Asena and Xian Kissing by stubbornstain
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Asena and Xian Kissing :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 3 2
Julie And Abby Throne Room by stubbornstain
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Julie And Abby Throne Room :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 10 5
'Ca Va Bien...?' by stubbornstain
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'Ca Va Bien...?' :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 4 6
'I Will Make Your Nose Bleed' by stubbornstain
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'I Will Make Your Nose Bleed' :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 2 4
'Sexy Open Legs Shot' by stubbornstain
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'Sexy Open Legs Shot' :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 5 8
'Mirror, Mirror, On the Wall...' by stubbornstain
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'Mirror, Mirror, On the Wall...' :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 5 7
'I Have A Bum, Too...' by stubbornstain
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'I Have A Bum, Too...' :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 6 2
'Look At My 95Bs' by stubbornstain
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'Look At My 95Bs' :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 3 12
Meet Alanna... by stubbornstain
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Meet Alanna... :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 7 2
Goddesses Julie and Abby (our OC) Having Fun by stubbornstain
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Goddesses Julie and Abby (our OC) Having Fun :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 12 2
Two Positively Evil Goddesses by stubbornstain
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Two Positively Evil Goddesses :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 10 28
Lustful Snuggles by stubbornstain
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Lustful Snuggles :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 20 6
Meet Goddess Julie's 'Partner In Crime' by stubbornstain
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Meet Goddess Julie's 'Partner In Crime' :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 8 6
Doing Some Chin Ups by stubbornstain
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Doing Some Chin Ups :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 10 1
I Am So Good!!! by stubbornstain
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I Am So Good!!! :iconstubbornstain:stubbornstain 1 4
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Only the newest content gets featured (with the exception of links to any open source games I make or important guides I write). For the rest you need to go into the folders. The folders are organised by genre. Click to view the gallery for anything that isn't shown here.

Regarding Requests And Art Trades

Requests:

Unless specifically stated otherwise, I will only consider requests for content from the users shown in the "friends" section of my profile. Those are the people who actually mean something to me, even if we may only get to exchange words infrequently. If you're not shown there then chances are I'll ignore you, and I don't care who you are or about your status within the community. All strangers are equal in my eyes.

If you have a suggestion, please leave it in the comments section of a Deviation. I will ignore your request if you are not on the list. I may offer commissions for 990 points (see across if I am offering commissions at this time).

Art trades:

I will do renders in exchange for short stories - if I like your writing style. Tips on how to be a better writer are plentiful.

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stubbornstain
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(I often type on my mobile phone so you'll have to forgive the auto correct.)


I love writing stories and rendering images in Daz3D. I do also especially like to create renders for authors whose story I like or for friends from the macrophile/microphile community (as opposed to just ones from my own imagination)*. Expect a mixture of gentle content and more violent content. That's about it really. I am mostly against post-render editing as I consider it cheating.

Any questions send me a Note and I will do my best to answer you in a timely fashion. Don't ask anything too personal though please - unless you're somebody whom I regularly interact with! (And you'll know who you are.)
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And I Thought My Social Skills Were Bad: A Word My Own Struggles and a Rant About Others.

A few sad things happened recently which have culminated in me writing this (probably rambling) journal entry, and I feel the need to moan again sadly. Don't get me wrong, for the most part I love this community.

Which neatly leads into why I’m posting this journal: a big problem I see in the giantess community is too many people don’t appear value friendship as much as I do. I was once again made to feel ill when I saw my friend :icongoddessjulie: upset at another bad role play partner. That was – how people say: ‘the last straw’ - that me finally decide I have to write this.

I have been mulling over this conundrum for a while now (years actually): how is it that a fetish that is in large part based on femdom is full of people with little to no respect for the fairer sex? I've seen people in the past lament the supposed prevalence of Autistic people in the macrophile community. How all of those annoying messages giantesses/goddesses get are down to people with disabilities. I personally don’t think we can pin the disrespect of women solely on disabilities.

To elaborate on this, I feel must open up a bit about my own life and struggles, which I don’t normally like to do (as I find it hard to talk about myself). Things may get a bit too personal for my liking but I feel I need to get these thoughts out there. There’s so much I can say so and brevity is not something I’m always good at but I’ll try. To start here’s some things I think need laying out first:
  1. The issues of disrespect are far too frequent to be due to disability alone.
  2. A disability affects each individual in different ways so no two people -even with the exact same disability – are exactly alike.
  3. I have a form of autism (Asperger's).

Let’s address each in turn, starting with number one.

Part One: The issues of disrespect are far too frequent to be due to disability alone

I believe it’s the anonymity that the WWW provides that is far more of a catalyst for improper / impolite behavior than disability. I do not believe there is are a disproportionately high amount of disabled macrophiles (autistic) compared with the general population. Can we please not excuse people’s bad behaviour by asserting they have some kind of a disability – which is something that I’ve seen done a few times. That would be great thank you!

I find the attitudes of many in this community disgusting and I don’t try to hide that. It makes me ashamed to call myself a macrophile. Over the years, I have come across a few people complain about the women in our community (such how they refuse to “role play”) without really acknowledging their own faults and that’s the incredibly horny person that is usually the problem.

There are loads of people with disabilities who have perfect manners and people without a disability who behave like some kind of demon incarnate. They believe that they can get away with it, that their behaviour ultimately has no consequences because they are hidden behind a screen. It’s no wonder there are so many giantesses who say they are bisexual and lean towards women or who only want to interact with other women. And I can hardly blame them. There are far too many cretins around.

Part Two: A disability affects each individual in different ways

I will admit without hesitation there are people who have used their disability as a shield to hide behind so that they can be mean to people instead of properly apologising. In fact, I knew such a guy. Though clearly, as I just mentioned no two people with a disability are the same. As such, I believe that people with a disability fall into one of three broad camps:

  1. There are those who cannot realistically be expected to control their own behaviour (e.g. Tourette syndrome) and are often conscious of the fact that they are behaving in abnormal fashion.
  2. Then there are those who don’t realize what they are doing is wrong but will happily acknowledge their error when informed of it and sincerely apologise.
  3. Finally, there are those who are mean-spirited (not necessarily due to a disability) but believes disability gives them a right to be as rude as they desire. In other words, they use disability as an excuse to be nasty to people and they insist on using their disability as a means to try to deflect legitimate criticism(s) of their behavior.
If I ever fall into any of the categories, it’s number two. I do have control over my own (non-subconscious) actions but sometimes I need a gentle reminder. I am very grateful when people do point things out to me. I don’t like having negative attention. I always strive to be as positive and as a non-confrontational as possible as I hate getting into fights with people. In particular, I can't cope with being around negative people because the negativity then usually infects me.

I really appreciate people who take the time to understand me. One of the many reasons why I think :icongiantesslucy: is so amazing is because she always positive, gives out good advice: so I always listen intently to what she has to say. Those are sorts of people I like to have around as I struggle with negative people. (Plus, I love to stroke her ego so I have to tell everyone about how amazing she is). And if you're lovely like Lucy I reward that with extreme loyalty I think.

Here’s what I have trouble understanding: how is it that somebody like me – who actually has some difficulty in social situations – has had very little trouble in making (female) friends in the community? Why do others seem find it so difficult? What is wrong with them?

Do I have some kind of supernatural power? Have I just been lucky? Did I pay these women?

Part Three: my own struggles

None of the above happened. The secret – if you can call it that – is I just try my very best to be friendly and outgoing. I try really, really, really hard to fit in, not to cause trouble and to be accepted. Some days are easier for me than others for me so my motivation to do things fluctuates a lot. Thankfully, I've met a selection of lovely people who are there for support if I need them.

It’s always fun to me to get to know people because everyone (most people?) has their lovely little quirks and I love that. I’ve grown deeply attached to a few people in particular, and I cherish these friendships! And I think that’s the problem with a lot of people: they struggle to see anyone they want to role play with as a person they should get to know and friend they should value.

I try hard simply to be “average” so it is insulting to me when people try to pin the ills of the community on disability. There’s people who don’t even try to be reasonable and don’t have the same struggles that I face. It makes me so angry.

By the way, I don’t want to be “normal” (that is technically impossible): I just want to be somebody who is gets the same things out of life that most other people enjoy and take for granted. I don’t ask for much from life, just to be able to do things that other people do. I don’t expect be to a stand-out individual. Sadly, even what little I do ask from life can be a real struggle to attain.

This may come as a surprise, but – believe it or not: I attend a group specifically to work on my social skills. Due to this, I believe I have become better than I was a few years ago. Now, if I – with all of my flaws – can treat people with the respect they deserve then it’s not a stretch to say the majority of the lame “hey u wanna gts rp?” crowd can do so too. All it takes is a little willpower.

I was never as bad as “hey u wanna rp?”. I have always known better than that. Even though I have my flaws I have always known such behaviour is wrong, despite having my diagnosis. So the problem with this community is not people with autism, if you hadn’t worked it out already from my journal entry. I remember speaking to one lady who once lamented that somebody she was just about to role play with asked her whether she shaved the area between her legs, which was totally unnecessary.

I try my very best to act as people expect me to, even if it can be a struggle at times. In fact, it’s probably because of my own “impairments” that I do grow deeply attached to these people and I am very loyal to them. Not mention, if you have a gigantic foot hovering over your head, you tend to be become very agreeable. ^^;

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If there was a cure for my :icongoddessjulie: addiction I probably wouldn't take it! ^^;
Daz3D has taught me so much about the human body but there's still so much to learn. Trying to edit :icongoddessjulie:'s genitalia and there's so many options. Who knew female genitalia could be so complicated? I am so confused! There's are so many different parts which I didn't even know existed! :O
I made this one too. :D Love it. She's lovely!
Azura Photoshoot 1
Azura showing off her curves a little *Giggle*

Another render by :iconstubbornstain: I love his work <3 ^__^
Talking to an old friend... rampage stories are definitely a guilty pleasure. Yeah rampage stories are like beef jerky (or its South African equivalent Biltong)...a guilty pleasure indeed. What do you think?
I just found this Goddess Bikini and I need to buy it. It looks soooo good. It's a bikini fit for a Goddess! Any takers? Would you wear it :icongoddessjulie: or :icontinycitizen3:? Since I've been working with your respective characters over the weekend. It would look great on a real-life Goddess like you, yes? Or are there any Goddesses amoung my Watchers I haven't rendered yet?

Link.Product Image Full 367758 97723c54c256e669920444b6 by stubbornstain
Next up for a character is :icontinycitizen3:! Her character is looking so good so far. She's lovely too! She's been Watching me for a while and I'm glad I finally found the courage to contact her. It's hard work but worth it!
Question for everyone: Does anyone know why I'm suddenly so addicted to GoddessJulie? I think she used her Goddess powers to put me under her spell, and now I cannot escape her! Whatever she's doing to me, she's very lovely, in case you didn't know. :)
:icongoddessjulie: coming soon to my page! ...I think. She's best thing from France since the invention of the metric system (in like the 1700s)! And I do love the metric system! I'm currently in the process of designing her character... :D
Wow... I just saw :iconcandycandyneko: put the image I rendered her as her profile image. Thanks Candy! It's an honour!
Here's a question for the greatest minds on Earth to mull over: why is :iconashleythegoddess: so addicting? Does anybody know? I'm struggling with this one. I am so flummoxed.

Confusing, isn't it? I suspect the answer will remain a mystery to me for as long as I am alive. :iconashleythegoddess: is one of the great enigmas of our universe!
If only I could make my dating sim as good as the game Mystic Messenger looks to be. It's a visual novel a game - developed in the Republic of Korea - where you play as a girl who texts boys to try and win their affection.
It sounds like a lot of fun! Is it weird that I may want to buy the game? Market research I guess... Or is that just a clever ruse?
A closer look at the Neko character I've been working on with :iconcandycandyneko: Candy Neko by stubbornstain Need to add some sky and some background buildings. As well as some humans.
Hm... *gingerly strokes chin* I think :iconashleythegoddess: is the perfect goddess to create an apocalypse here:
004-greeble-city-blocks-04-daz3d by stubbornstain
What do you think? I just got these buildings at the link. Since they were released today and I just had to get them. :)
www.daz3d.com/greeble-city-blo…
In the town square today there was a stool labelled "Italian Sweet Shop". I couldn't help myself. I know a certain goddess (:iconashleythegoddess:) who will be quite jealous of me I think...
Img 20170329 172020 by stubbornstain
This could be fun to do: Having :iconashleythegoddess: and :icongiantesslucy: together on a destruction spree! They could hug a tower to pieces! One Goddess is scary enough for a city....but two? That's a whole new level of scary.
Could Be Something Here by stubbornstain
Just had an idea for a cheeky render based on that Super Mario 64 video :iconashleythegoddess: posted. But first we have to talk about parallel universes. Or PUs for short. :P
Working on a new render with :iconashleythegoddess:'s character - in her femdom outfit probably - and that hot man form earlier (she was the only person who posted a suggestion): New Render by stubbornstain
Just made it past the 3,000 word mark on the story I'm working on with help from :iconashleythegoddess:! With that, it's finally time to enter the business district of the city and use the office towers in some creative ways, if you know what I mean. I really cannot wait to write this part, so why I am wasting time writing a boring status update?
Accidentally closed Daz3D AshleyTheGoddess! Will need to re-render. Really cursing myself for this mistake. It was done as well.
When I get back from my dinner my new AshleyTheGoddess render should be ready! :) I hope you get better! You'll be fine, you have lots of cute tinies to cuddle...

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Do You Prefer A Gentle/Maternal Giantess Or A Cruel/Violent Giantess? 

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19 deviants said Gentle/Maternal Giantess...
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13 deviants said Cruel/Violent Giantess...
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10 deviants said I like both equally...

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While I welcome suggestions and feedback I do not want you asking me to take your requests. I only consider requests from people I enjoy interacting with (i.e. those on my "friends list"); those people know who they are. As a general rule, if you are brazen enough to ask me directly then I will ignore your request.

I know some lovely people on here, including two beautiful goddesses (who I'm certain will destroy you if you upset me). Naturally, there are those annoying people who don't read this. If you are too forceful then I reserve my right to block you.

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Also, as of March 2017, if you post a comment on my profile saying something like "Thanks for fave" or "Thanks for the Watch" I will probably block you so you can never contaminate my profile again. And I will remove the item(s) from my favourites and/or Unwatch you.

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KitsuxChan Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2017  New Deviant
Thanks for following :D
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GoddessJulie Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2017  Student Interface Designer
Well hello there ;-)
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Mainthegap Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2017
happy birthday!! :D
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Happy Birthday!! Have your cake and eat it too 
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Thanks so much for watching me! :3
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